Shrines

literally a page of someone or something I love. that's it

I like everything about him. This is the ultimate character design.
madatowa is shit

1 2 3
...What are you, some kind of man-slut?
If I got raped, then I got raped.
...I went back to my apartment and drank alone.
Haah... heehee...
...Dude, there's no bomb fandom.

You can't imagine just how much this character affected me. Absolutely.
I first saw him many years ago, when Slow Damage just became playable. I liked the game but didn't get its exact meaning. And then, last year, at absolutely fucking worst time of my life, I remembered about this game. About him.

He helped me get through shit. Through real shit. He helped me live through the time when I was at my lowest. And I'm not even talking about the game itself. I'll have to make a whole separate page about it.
He's probably my greatest obsession yet, even if right now it's not that bad.

Although, Towa was the main trigger for my relapse and a final push to my masochism.
And oh, Pearl Tower still makes my eye twitch. Reminds me of February-May, 2025.

I'll never go back there. And though now I feel much better compared to last year, this guy stays with me, anyway.


btw we have the same mbti.

yeah I'm fr.

you probably can't tell when out of this page, but my fav color is red. dark red. it's literally so good.
though rn I feel like I don't like it as much as I used to, it's still one of the best colors for me.

other colors I like are gray and light pale pink, which are also the main colors of my index page.

random stuf about red

though red's my favorite color, I have only 3 pieces of clothes in red. it simply doesn't fit my appearance
I'm really choosy in food, but I'll eat most of red foods (compared to, like, green ones). (e.g. out of all food from this list I won't eat only beetroot. and also red beans. don't ask)

1. Men can't see some reds women can.
2. A red dwarf is the smallest, coolest kind of star on the temperature chart.
3. Red can literally make you perform worse on tests
4. Red is the first color babies see (after black and white).
5. Red is the rarest and most expensive color for diamonds.

random stuf about pink & gray

I love every shade of gray. they all look good. especially I like this type of gray clothes(hover to saturate if needed):

I like this texture.

but when it comes to pink...
let's just start with that I hate any bright pink. and I'm also not a big fan of any warm colors, including soft pink that comes from red. the only pink I like is pale light(?) pink.

I started liking and using it not so long ago, in summer 2025. and it originally was like on my status cafe page (yes it's a different color), and even before that, it's even more saturated.